“I did it again…I Let Him Back In…”

…When I tried to ask him about our future, what would change THIS time that would guarantee he wouldn’t hurt me again, he changed…again. Suddenly I was a monster, a cheater, a liar and a manipulator. Suddenly I was no longer worth fighting for…again. And now all I can do is be disappointed with myself because I did it again…I let him back in…and it hurts.